2018-05-26 Sad Saturday

この歌を聞かせて時、寂しい命がある僕、いい日旅立ちってと言うこと.
I don't know if I am wrong in this road, but I accept everything that is happening, happened and will happen to me, they call it DESTINY, and I love that. it makes me feel better on every corner of my life. There are parts of life that you can not explain, lots of things that we can not avoid, makes me think about it and then forget, that is the road that I have to take, no matter how hard or easy it may be. I have no idea what I am writing about but that will be great. I know it.
Empty feeling deep inside of me is calling to be released to nowhere. It is a deep breath that takes me away and back to life.
I may have some decisions in life, some is bad, some is right on time, but I am here and have no regrets over them. It must be done. no matter what happened this way or that way.
The art of writing is not depended on how good you are at writing but it is how good your brain arranges your idea and put these out on letter.
How can you achieve that condition of falling into your own mind, it is easy, let your mind flow freely, don't push it or force it, just let it be itself. And you won't regret. I am sure of it.
Your life's decisions are also the same, just let it be, don't try, just let it be and you can feel the magic it brings. And no more stressful you will be anymore, it is magnificent scene that the thing called nature have, believe me, I won't be a liar.
Talk about my life.
I am listening to music, japanese ones, writing this blog by mobile phone, and feeling empty like a hole, think of nothing but the hole inside of me, I hope you, somewhere out there can understand me in someway.
It is late in the afternoon, actually it is six eight now, it is dark already, the scene is gray and faded away from my view with rushing-by-motorbike like lights in the universe, they are out there, you are here, we are apart but still can see some parts of each other. Is it great? Yes or no. It is not important, I have my own opinion and so are you.
Is it what life is? Pulling from the deep and get cross by million lines of fire, end up beaten up and lay dead at some place they call heaven. Is it what you want.
Think and have your own decision.
I love this, there are moment in life that you can not even understand just a little bit of yourself, It is a tremendous feeling that laid deep inside and crying for the savior. sometimes the savior just arrives on time. and sometimes he doesn't.
Ok. Bye